Decisions
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Dear Diary, I’m feeling a sense of contentment and peace. This time away from life, life that I knew as normal, has been a blessing in disguise. Before corona hit us, I was exhausted. With the issues I was struggling with, with the direction my life was taking. I was doing everything in my might,…
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I am an overthinker. That’s my disease. I know it. I struggle with it. I don’t know when a thought is necessary and when it’s too much. There come times when I’m exhausted by my mind and the looping thoughts. Being a self-critique, often the thoughts are telling me how big an idiot I am.…
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Dear Diary, The feeling of emptiness, unfulfillment and something’s wrong with this life – doesn’t leave me. There are moments when small, random, mundane conversations trigger a chain of thoughts. Thoughts that make me realize that I might be trying to keep life positive, behaving like I don’t care what people do to me, but…
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When Anay was born and was perhaps, a few days old, I realized something. I found how a ball of mass, with a drum beating inside him, with every pulse, has been put into my hands. A gullible, innocent, extremely fragile thing who’s my responsibility to protect and to care. And, I found myself immediately…
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The say life doesn’t give you second chances. They also say life is harsh and is a constant battle. I find the first adage kind of impossible to be true if second was true. What happens when you are unable to succeed? What happens when you wanted to get something, like a dream or a…